The Last Brownie

To Whom it may concern:

I don't know if you mentioned that there was intent to eat the last little brownie. I don't remember hearing it. I'm sure when you get home and realize that it is gone you will remember the perilous situation it was left in. A pan all sad and alone looking in the very top corner almost trying to hide, and me. Yup. That's right. Me.
Don't worry, I'm sure there is a brownie heaven.

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